this is boink

2012-02-06T21:42:00.000-08:00

so i know your story
it doesn't end well
a story that tells where it begin and where it end

this is between you and me
life's hard,
let's go seek what's beyond
for a meaningful ending
offers that benefit you and me

Salah Kau Juga

2011-08-27T15:04:00.000-07:00

mistakes has the tendency to repeat itself again and again. don't ask me why it happens. i've been asking that myself. how do you handle the outcome of the mistakes you've made? the wrong turns you've taken?

i know i've made one this afternoon and also in the evening. what makes me realise that mistake is repeating itself, not just another guilt i'm feeling from what i've done/said earlier? awareness plus realistic which also include being positif is my solution. not that easy to get all 3 of them together.

it's never to late to change even the slightest bit. even the mistake/s was just made minutes before.

my biggest achivement when mistake/s happens is that i'm aware of it's existence

Dulu-dulu

2011-08-19T23:09:00.001-07:00

terdahulu manusia berjaya
memenangi hati aku sentiasa
gelak,teriak aku bersama
sehingga meninggalkan aku tak terdaya

parut masih terjaga rapi
hanya aku tahu kesan bukti

mengapa masih mahu berbicara perihal ini?

A Week Ago

2011-02-20T00:57:00.001-08:00

15.03pm

1 year and a half worth of wait
when we were reunited again
if the key to happiness is patience
then that is what i'll be seeking throughout my life
InsyaAllah...

130211 1650

2011-02-16T09:42:00.000-08:00

i can be found at the first place where the first conversation begin.

if only you were wondering..

2011-02-16T09:36:00.000-08:00

130211 1650

one piece of memory that last a lifetime. insyaAllah

2010-12-07T23:00:00.000-08:00

this is the beginning of the end

2010-11-25T19:47:00.001-08:00

no trespassing. somehow, manage to get in

2010-11-22T04:36:00.000-08:00

I read while i'm eating. Then suddenly i stop flickering through the pages, and concentrate on what i'm eating.
Because i chose to.

The Books And Movies In Life

2010-11-22T00:07:00.000-08:00

The books on the shelve that you picked out somehow make its way to become a major hit movie in a month time. As it turns out, the movies somehow dissapoints you. BIG time. Same goes to life.

What you read is what you expect see. What you hope is what you expect for it to become reality.

Reading equals much to hoping in life. Everyone hopes,dreams to have a perfect life and we know there aint nothing that is perfect in this world.

But it feels so good to dream what you want before you go to bed. Is that wrong?

Dont expect to much from what you hope, i'm afraid in some ways it will definitely turns you down. Or at least in my case, it did.

2010-11-15T02:29:00.000-08:00

musim mengawan dah tiba

One Happy Girl In A Gloomy Weather

2010-11-15T02:18:00.000-08:00

although my room does not offer the best view in town,
yet each and everytime it rains i would not fail
to opened up the curtains and windows,
curled on my bed with a good book and i'm at peace

today,i'm writing this by the window,
where i can smell the rain and feel
some of the splashed water into my room
onto my skin
i'm at peace

rainy days during semester break
what a break it is :-)

2010-11-14T21:17:00.000-08:00

we love our bread we love our butter, but most of all we love each other..

- Madeline series

Public

2010-11-12T11:30:00.000-08:00

when i'm in public places
admiring is something i wont call as a waste of time
out there,too many things that need your observation
you learn things from it
gain new ideas
such beautiful things
public places do offer you that
you just need to open your eyes and your heart
for it

Iris Close with Senyum

2010-11-09T04:10:00.000-08:00

Senyum by Malique feat Najwa was chosen.
The boys is the laid back type while the girls are the opposite of that.
Guess opposites attract huh?
Personality of each one spice up the team.
Editing were done a day before the presentation and thank god for the heads up given. If not........
In conclusion(english essay much?), every single moment are going to be miss. I love my Iris Close.
Go Iris Close Go!!

It begins with senyum and ends with senyum :-)

Behind the scenes - Day 1

Behind the scenes - Day 2

After Final Presentation

A Long Lost Acquaintance

2010-11-07T18:13:00.000-08:00

there are times where i'll shut my eyes
as hard as i can to fall asleep again
so that the same thing will occur
last night was one of the night
it had been a loooooonnggg time
Alhamdulillah...

August Rush

2010-11-05T11:10:00.000-07:00

I know that November is way too late for August.

The rush came
I was glad it came
It's about time now
The melody
The melody
Shown us to the right way
Thank you August Rush
You are one beautiful piece indeed!

I have to say, this is a must see!

Believe Me

2010-11-03T22:52:00.000-07:00

Believe me,
I see people,
Everyday i see people,
Diffrent feeling it gave me each and everytime,
Sometimes i feel satisfied
Yet there are times where i want more,
I am here,
Will always do until the day
Allah decide to take me away,
Throughout the period,
Believe me,
I'll never stop finding and discovering
What i want and who am i,
Believe me.

27th October 2010

2010-10-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously facebook has cut down on the numbers of birthday text messages this year. And i hate you for that!

Anyway, THANK YOU for all the wishes from the phone call,text messages to the wall post on facebook. THANK YOU! (see how i list it down)

Thank You Kaka for the early birthday present!

The thought of any of my friends would throw me a suprise birtday celebration just sink down to the bottom of the deep ocean. On the 29th flour and water were thrown at me. And to top that, i got birthday cupcakes. 6 of them! Yeay! Thanks to Rehe,Kema,Shira,Anis,Ella,Aan and Filza.

20 years old. Alhamdullilah.

Love Letter 1995

2010-08-29T21:05:00.000-07:00

Was 10 years old when i first watch this story and till now feels this is one of the best romantic story.

After years and years of searching. I have to thank YouTube on this. The trailer of Love Letter will do for now :-D

And yes, i'm a sucker for romantic movies.

Double is Allowed On Sunday

2010-08-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

Double post ?You've got to be kidding .

It's sunday and a day where i get to do whatever i want including tossing away to-do list ------------- there you go.

This is just the way i would it like to be. Nothing but a lazy Sunday that requires me to sit back and not think of the to-do list i just tossed away. In other words it's procrastination day. If you feel that i'm commiting a crime that needs to stop this instance, please don't bother continue reading this. There's only 2 or maybe 3 lazy Sunday i had since semester starts. Have to say that a good book by your side or even a good blog to read will just do for the day ,like what i'm doing right now. Only that if the weather really fits as a lazy Sunday weather should be it would be even better. But hey, this is how the world works, we just have to work with it.

Dear personal favourite blog, thank you!

How About This?

2010-08-29T00:54:00.001-07:00

Those beautiful pictures really made this heart jump to go out once more and blend in with nature and feel it's tenderness on this rough skin of mine.

Hands are itching to click,click, click and just click while sharing laughter with good companions of mine.

Another time, another day is just miles away. Then, why not tomorrow?

Leaves are not going to be green forever, flowers won't bloom throughout the year. Why waste time?

Sahur With White Screen As The Appetizer

2010-08-27T10:31:00.000-07:00

It's the 17th day of Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Sahur is at 4.00am and i'm still up.

Not complaining. Trust me. Relieved to know that my free time is now being used to it's best. Assignments. Complaining that i don't have enough assignments to keep me busy and look what i have now.

1. web design (second assesment)

2. video proposal ( doing a video clip on cerita kedai kopi song)

3. 4 photography talk to attend

4. research on upcoming debate

5. photo critism (presentation)

6. test, test, test and test

Ok. Over exaggerating. Stopping here and continuing with the fun i'm having for the past 5 hours.

Y.E.S

2010-06-30T21:24:00.000-07:00

trust me,it has got nothing to do with the year end sale

The thing about saying yes is, what happen if better choice came right after you just said yes.

This is when keeping your options open is the best way.

But.................. for how long ???

Will the right yes please present itself, because i know there's no need to think twice when the yes is you.

YES! YES! YES! YES!

June Babies

2010-06-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday!

Thanks

2010-05-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

I opened Qaisy's flickr and this one particular photo caught my eye. It's not just the photo that caught my attention but also the caption wrote by him. Made me realize something. It goes like this..

Shadows don't lie

True as it can be . It doesn't lie and will not lie for sure. And because of that i'm sorry...Because my shadow will be with me wherever i go. Past,Future,Present.

2010-04-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

Terima kasih kerana berjaya menduga ku sekali lagi. Kalau banyak dugaan yang kau berikan maknanya kau sayang pada orang itu kan? Alhamdulillah...

Time is Masa

2010-04-20T22:44:00.000-07:00

Fixing date to meet up with fellow Lendurians..

It's not that easy to fix the time and date . Calls are made to confirm and to reconfirm. Every single minute cannot be missed. A day passed by is yet another waste of time .

How to squeeze in both final and Lendu time at this moment?

currently listening to : Time is Running Out - Muse

Free Willy

2010-04-20T10:54:00.002-07:00

One hectic semester i have to say. But thank god it ended well,for now.. Yesterday was the last assesment for Drawing and VRD assignment. The most stressful subject to be completed .But hey, i'm missing every bit of that hecticness already!

as for now,let's enjoy the moment where final paper is DAYS away....

Nak Uncle kedai Fuji Masjid Tanah.

2010-04-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

Nak Uncle kedai Fuji Masjid Tanah.
sewa kereta dekat makcik hancing.
bawak manual secara terpaksa.
berdua bersama Kaka kemana2.
warna gambar cantik2 terhasil.
tidak terlalu kuning.
tidak terlalu biru.
tidak terlalu merah.

Nak Uncle kedai Fuji Masjid Tanah.
bila nak parking.
terserempak dengan kereta berplat NAT @ AES
sama2 bergegas mencuci gambar.
sama2 sempat ke kelas membawa gambar.

Nak Uncle kedai Fuji Masjid Tanah.
yang cakap lemah gemalai
dengan intonasi gedik tapi comel
letak laptop dekat kaunter selamba
walaupun lama2 tapi uncle selamba dek je

Nak Uncle kedai Fuji Masjid Tanah.
mata bersinar2 gembira terpancar
membawa gambar yang menepati kehendak diri ini
lekat2 dengan spray mount tak tidur malam
tetap rasa berbaloi
kerana print di Fuji Masjid Tanah

Nak Uncle kedai Fuji Masjid Tanah.
sekarang 2 jam perjalanan jarak kami
yang dulu hanyalah 10-15 minit
fuji sini hanyalah aunty
aunty garang
tak cakap mengada2 macam uncle
gambar warna lari
penat kami kejar warna yang kami cari.
sebenarnya dalam hati.
hanyalah ada kedai Fuji
milik Uncle dekat Masjid Tanah,Melaka
yang ni la yang kami nak pergi!
sampai tak tidur malam termimpi2 :-(

2010-04-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

awak,rindu awak la.

Where's The Flow Heading To?

2010-04-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

What's this? Mosquitoes season? Go away! Bother someone else please.

One more week, just one more week class is ending. That means, a week left to finish all final project. Wait! Minus this and that not a week left for us to settle everything before the IT day. Great! Am here stuck with an assignment that is preferably to be ignored if it's not due on this Monday. Understanding and swallowing the fact that we still have to take this course subject is not easy. Yet, it's for the best. After lots of cursing been thrown to the innocent course subject, Alhamdulillah i improved myself on this required skill for the course subject. 30 sketches to go!

Of being hands full of final project, this weekend is planned for something that drives me away from final madness. This so called madness will still haunt me wherever and how far i am from it. Coming back a day before the progress day is not a wise move to be made. Yet, it's better then staring at the blank drawing paper for the whole day. Like right now,updating blog with 4 STILL blank drawing paper by myside.

Each and everytime seing other's that has lots or better ideas build me up to produce something better. A shell that is build for a very long time is slowly craking itselve open. Being someone that hates being the bottom at doing the thing she like urge herself to achive the best. Trying hard satisfies enough. Showed that effort is made to achive that certain goal.

At ease. Just go with the flow. But where's this flow heading actually?

Versi Syok Sendiri

2010-04-03T05:18:00.000-07:00

The schoolbus(Ha,Sha,Inaz,Abang,Anis n Ayen) is busy for this year with exams and all. By hook or by crook, Akak Bila have to find a way to practise before calling in the real model for the photoshoot.

This is what i call 2 in 1 photography. Of being the model and photographer at the same time

Am i good or what at imagining as i i'm a real model posing for killer shots?LOL

2010-03-19T15:09:00.000-07:00

i've found the books, it's the time to read that's left to be find

Struck By Finals

2010-03-18T17:02:00.000-07:00

breathe Nabilah breathe..there now..:-)

18th March 2010 already?that was fast!

final month..final project..final fever..final brain freeze..stop with the final already. all cold feet just thinking about the situation itself. it's the drawing and visual research assignments that's been bugging me ever since the very first day the class started.

studio lighting assignments? MODELS NEEDED! care to be my model anyone?

ATH

2010-02-23T23:47:00.000-08:00

Arts & Craft ,Aesthetic Movement, Judgenstil & Art Nouveau, Deutscher Werkbund, Constructivism, De Stjil, Bauhaus

what was i doing during this class?!
have i not paid enough attention??

2010-02-23T03:20:00.001-08:00

hard to shake those memories away.but then again,it's not mine to keep them

the staring is worth a thousand words

Nak

2010-02-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

aiyoooo.

Itu NAK. Ini NAK. Macam mana ni?
Benda yang perlu ada untuk merealiti kan benda yang NAK2 tu tidak ada pon(duit)
Dulukan yang mana perlu dulu ok?
Apa objektif tulis semua ni kat sini?
Cuma sekadar luahan rasa NAK2 sahaja.
Tak suka bila rasa NAK2 timbul.eeekkk....

the end

2010-02-11T21:13:00.000-08:00

masa yang tinggal tak sebanyak ilmu yang perlu ditimba sebelum sampai masannya

Hello And Goodbye(for the time being)

2010-02-06T19:21:00.000-08:00

Courage build up every steps i'm taking

It's been what? 1 month already? Time pass by so quickly. Can i click the reset button?

Some sacrifies are made to be here. No.It aint that easy. It aint that quick for a decision like this to be made. As this has yet made me a wiser human being. Good not great as this is the only thing i can tell you for right now. Maybe there's no bumping into each other at cafe's/classes session with beloved ones like it used to be. But at least we're getting used to it although it's hard trying to adapt to this current situation. That is,without beloved ones. Many bad judgements and rumours we heard about our leave. It's like a stepping stone for me to do better to prove their judgements are wrong. Whatever it is,i know what my main intention to be here. And i'm sticking to it!

2010-02-05T07:22:00.000-08:00

teeet--- teeet--- teeet--- teeet---

Still here..Got some cathing up to do. Inhaling deep breath. There now..

Stay tune!

2010-01-15T02:42:00.000-08:00

Kemboja at heart

2010-01-04T09:18:00.000-08:00

If there's a way,

to shut people's mouth from saying things beyond their knowledge, beyond the truth that lays behind each and every words spoken, step taken.

Criticize .Do you criticize ?With you brain? With your instinct?

Peoples mouth, we dont have the power to shut em up. Bare with it.

'Sesungguhnya sabar itu adalah separuh dari Iman'

So You Think You Can Go Green? 2

2009-12-23T23:35:00.000-08:00

Save the earth. Be more enviromental friendly.

What have you done other than rephrasing those words to be more enviromental friendly?

It leaves me to have a decent water bottle to decrease the usage of plastic in my daily life.

Not only it reduces the usage of plastic in my life,it saves up my RM too! Got it free from Yellow Pages and Maybank.
Now,i can enjoy cold and hot water in them!

This are the one that i always wanted but could not find the right one, yet.

Popcorn With Extra Butter Please!

2009-12-22T05:08:00.000-08:00

Can't wait to feast my eyes on these....

yeay! yeay!

If It's For The Best

2009-12-20T04:18:00.000-08:00

That which does not kill us makes us stronger
-Friedrich Nietzsche-

Tripping over because of mistakes hurts. Don't they?

Wishful thinking : kill me instead of making me carry this burden/pain.

Fear not of mistakes. As mistakes make one stronger and wiser. Doubt that this mind and body is not afraid of making mistakes,but looking back to what it had build up, this current strength,inner strength that no one would possibly know ,mistakes is welcome to make it's presence to change and make me a better person.
As for now,ALHAMDULILLAH....

Tonight’s The Night !!

2009-12-09T06:55:00.000-08:00

I got a feeling..wooh hoo...

That tonight's gonna be a nervous night..for me..
That tonight's gonna be a nervous night...for me..
That tonight's gonna be a nervous nervous night..for me...

I'm sure i'm not the only one who has this feeling for tonight ;-)

Sarah

2009-12-03T09:57:00.000-08:00

Sarah is tired to explain every move she made
Sarah is tired to keep holding the thoughts she have
Sarah is tired to keep up with surrounding
Sarah is tired to hold back
Sarah is tired to take the blame
Sarah is tired to make things seems ok
Sarah is tired to lost track of time
Sarah is tired to own up to what she did
Sarah is tired to be Sarah

Sarah is Sarah. Just give Sarah a break.

It's because Sarah is Sarah that she have to understand clearly that she doesn't have the will to control what's in life and that she really ought to stick to the phrase she holds,that 'patience is a virtue'.InsyaAllah....

Hush Now..

2009-12-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

To be alone is better then to be surround by the ones who are not truly wants to be with you.

I'm still here in my room flicking through pages,
Preferably to be here alone where i am surrounded by no one but silence.

Silence makes me feel calm.
No grudge to hold against.
No running needed to keep up.
No forgiveness to seek.
No sins are made.
No temptation to seduce.

I'll always prefer to be accompanied by silence as it is what i'm comfortable with. Always.

For You To Touch

2009-12-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

Thank You inspirational songs. You've made my day.

The melody gave peace
The meaning make one's realise and appreciate more
The rhythm calms heart that needed to be calm
The structure is solid and stands out from rest
The delicateness can only be certified by the one's who knows how to appreciate it
The song is an inspiration

By capturing one's heart,is like holding out a helping hand to them.

P/S: keep creating something that can make a diffrence

Calming Water Droplets

2009-11-28T21:58:00.000-08:00

Challenging to be patience with matter and things that evolves around. Tend to burst if the burden is too much to endure.

Patience is what i seek and forever will always be seeking for it..

Remember Mua

2009-11-25T20:54:00.001-08:00

Great storyline. Looking forward to watch this movie!

Good Morning,To Do List Awaits For Ya!

2009-11-25T20:03:00.000-08:00

What Mama left at the front door.
Greatttt...Things to do. You don't know how much i'm looking forward to do the chores written. It does involves a lot of Tweety in the list.

The girl/cat that will be left home alone. Macam tak yakin je nak tinggal dia dekat rumah,bersendirian :-/

Aloha Mate!

2009-11-21T20:41:00.000-08:00

What more to be look forward to then a break in an island without sun....

It seems that there's too many things to do at once. There's the project i've been working on which i took so long to finish it(by looking at this condition i might have to start from scratch all over again)friends to meet, errands to run, places to visit and the list just keep getting longer.

As for now,a good rest at home might be a great start

Shut Them Up For A While

2009-11-08T14:10:00.000-08:00

Pressing this keyboard as silent as i can.(avoid waking up my cousin)

It's 6.10am. Sleep that suppose to be taken hours before is skipped for today. This would not be the first time. Am i having difficulties at sleeping? Been asking this question to myself and still wonders for an answer. It's ok for not sleeping if you don't have any work to do that would require energy involve in it. But if you do have work to do that requires energy involve then,hey!you just created a problem for yourselve! Add requirement of creativity to that work. May coffee do it's job by making me stay awake through the day.

And only now,just now,just seconds away realise a sleep is needed and that bed sure looks comfy enough for a place to crash for 10 peaceful hours. Too bad. Times up buddy! Better tell that bed of yours that you'll be saying hello to it in about 15 hours later.

Typing with heavy eyelids while hearing the birds chirping outside to greet ,Good Morning Malaysia!

Cutesie Cardsie

2009-11-05T23:24:00.000-08:00

So the birthday card my parents posted from Langkawi that i supposed to received 2 days BEFORE my birthday finally arrived on the day i went back to Malacca which is on my actual BIRTHDAY. Nenek told me that the postman arrived minutes after my departure.

Anyway,i love the card guys! Thank you very much!

Breaking Free

2009-11-03T19:45:00.001-08:00

when seing freedom with a blurry sight

1 more paper to go then i'm off to the beautiful island of Langkawi with stunning beaches and awesome people(plus lots of Mraz's is included)wheeee

Patah Balik Masa PLEASE!!

2009-11-03T08:35:00.000-08:00

Semue kehendak semata2.
Terhantar tak semena2.
Boleh patah balik ke masa?
Nampaknye terpaksa terima seadanya.
Reply yang dinantikan tunggu jela sampai ke tua.

Merepek apakah?
Betul la semua ni.Kan?
Sorry tahap tinggi pelangi ye..;-)

19 Is The Last Teen

2009-10-26T10:41:00.000-07:00

This is how i look when i ACTUALLY realise that i'm 19! No offence growing older and wiser(wiser ke?)is great. But 19 is the last number of 'DA TEEN'.

That look was not exactly how i look when 27th October finally arrived. I was overwhelmed by all the wishes i got. I cried reading my dad's birthday dedication to me on his facebook and yes,i even stutter when i answer birthday calls from dear family and friends. Not that they realise it. I kept laughing when they wish+sang to me. And yes i cried! I think being 19 which is the last number of 'DA TEEN' makes me so jumpy that night . Did i say i'm nervous to answer birthday calls? Yes!

Hope things will get better once i step in this new age of mine. And actually act like a 19 years old girl. Girl?hrmm. I feel like one. ;-)

P/S : Thanks for the wishes guys!
Here's the link to my dad's birthday dedication to yours truly.
http://www.facebook.com/inbox/?folder=[fb]messages&page=1&tid=1263404463680#/note.php?note_id=163486079821&ref=mf

Not So Empty Handed

2009-10-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

This is so random of me~

I lost the touch of updating this blog of mine. There's no 'probably' word that can be insert to any explaination i owe for not updating much this past month. There's the last minute work that had to be done, pictures to print out, plus the assesment that's been killing me and my friends to wait for it just to get over all this madness we had for this final month. An addition to that being broke doesn't help much to make this condition better. Luckily in only have 3 papers to sit for this final exam. phew!to that.

Why can't i get serious and start concentrating on my revision?! I wanted to. But something kept interfere this thought of mine. When i'm about to revise my stomach start grumbling that means food is needed because i can't function on empty stomach.And after the stomach grumbling,there's the temptation to read my JM's blog which can't be resisted. And i thought i had gone through all the temptation when i finally sit to revise,i'll blame my eye for eyeing a magazine that i bought 1 month ago which i didn't bother to flick through it before this and so i left my CTU book on my desk and start flicking though the magazine that my eye been eyeing on not long ago. And here's me now in front of my laptop updating my blog WHICH i didn't bother to update before this!

It's time to get serious. John Mayer likes to bake? I haven't finish reading his blog but it seems to have tons of cake pictures in his blog. Baking? Very sexy! No i'm not neglating you Jason Mraz. You still rock with your 'Not Supporting The Usage Of Plastic Bottles'!

John Mayer's has the same kitchen top just like mine but with diffrent colour.

Paparazi's Camping Outside My House

2009-10-25T05:08:00.000-07:00

So they got confused betweem Bella Swan and Bella Boink. Can't blame them ^_^

Can i watch New Moon featuring me as Bella,Izhar as Edward and Pali as Jacob? I can be considered as Bella too! Diffrent looks though,but still we share the same name!

Can't wait! Can't wait! For this 20th November

yours truly,
Bella

Reminiscence

2009-10-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

It's 3.52am as we speak.

suddenly this came to mind.

remember this?

After All The 1 week's

2009-10-03T21:10:00.000-07:00

From God we came,to God we return. Al Fatihah~

Night before raya, everything seems fine as if what happen on the next day,which is the first day of Syawal(Sunday) will occur. I remember she asked me, when i came back from Melaka and with whom i came back with. Then i saw tears at the tip of her eye as i said 'Selamat Hari Raya Nyang'

First day of Syawal, where eating ketupat and rendang is enjoyed with the presense of family members and relatives, where raya photo session took place after all the salam bersalaman with families is replaced, with the recitation of Al quran and Yasin from all the relatives that came to visit on the first day of Syawal. Some came with clueless look without expecting this would occur. This gloomy situation continue for a week.

'Bile Moyang nak balik Atok?'
'Esok atau luse nanti balik la. Tak boleh duduk lame2 pon kat sane'

Somehow this answers soothe me. That Sunday evening,where i'm suppose to be heading back to college is the day she left us. Hours after the conversation with Atok took place.

Drowning Into The Past

2009-09-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Late at night
'Cause I long for the safety
Of flowing freely
In your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
'Cause only you can save me
Oh can't you see
I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
'Cause you're the air
That I breathe

Everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
And baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning your love

Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning
In your love
I keep drowning
In your love
Baby I can't help it
Can't help it no, no

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

-Drowning by Backstreet Boys-

The good old days. Ever found something that reminds you of your past?

Where sleepovers at Ha's took place. Played Angah and Along own version of touch and go. Where Sri Rajin is a one stop center(at that time i thought it was), roller coaster(cheese)favourite snack, Sri Rajin's fluffy cat, Subang Parade is still considered as the biggest shopping complex(for me. no Midvalley,Pavillion at that time)

I Gotta Go Home

2009-09-13T19:56:00.001-07:00

It's been a tiring day,week,month,semester.

Never been better. Never been better. Can't things get any complicated?

The last person to leave . B1005 blinking raya light,lights up the room. I'll try my best not to upload raya preparations and raya pictures before raya montage is finished and will be uploaded in youtube(insyallah). Thanks for your idea Alom! This is made specially for Angah .

Last day for sahur and fasting,which means Raya is tomorrow? Is still have yet to buy baju kurung!

Bersahur

2009-09-07T22:34:00.001-07:00

Feast your eyes with Kembojarian's weekly mouth watering sahur dish

Bringing cooking utensils to college is strictly banned .With the only help from a rice cooker that Azah is kind enough to lend us(smuggle in) ,we don't have to bother ourselves with what to eat for sahur during weekends anymore..

for the first week with bella and kaka's lead,we cooked tomyam!

speggeti for the second week,me as the head chef that night!

bon appetit!

(criket sound)

2009-08-30T19:16:00.000-07:00

It's possible for me to lay on the road for 5minutes without expecting any car to run over me

Wind flows by bringing the Ramadhan sensation. Why can't i feel the same sensation like i had during my first semester? While most of Lendu students are breaking fast with families which is at their home sweet home. Boink, Kaka and Bella just have to endure all that. With all the assignments and submission coming up, going home was not the right move to make. kalau balik rumah mesti kerje tak kan jadi punye lah. And so,empty is what left for us..

Might as well learn to be independant since today is independence day.HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA! 52 Years and still counting..

Sebulan , Semonth

2009-08-29T21:38:00.000-07:00

Take good care of dear hands, mouth, eyes and thoughts for this holy season

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Normal Vormal

2009-08-23T10:23:00.000-07:00

Stars seems no where in sight ,
Could it disappear ?
Does it last forever ?

Hard does suits.
Future? like putting on glasses with scratches all over it.

Did someone cover me with a blanket?

Satisfying Tuesday

2009-08-21T23:57:00.000-07:00

I'll let the pictures to the writing for me..

Skipped koko(again), early thirst quench for upcoming Ramadhan, great companions , great discovery

2 x 2 = togetherness

2009-08-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

In bitter, sour nor sweet at the side they stand. Of togetherness is what hold us together.

Cepat terase dan mood swings selalu kan? Ok,kadang-kadang je. Eh,selalu tak selalu sangat la kan? Tu la,mulut joyah lagi dengan aku. Tak sangke,tak sangke dapat something. Kalau selalu lumayan jugak kan?;-)

Sometimes the suddeness that happens in life makes life more meaningful. Thanks! Sweet OKAYY!

Blame The Bed

2009-08-05T08:20:00.001-07:00

BEL class is on 430pm. Not! It's on 2.30pm

The weather was perfect for a short nap. Short as in 2 hours of sleep. Woke up and asked a friend of mine when are we suppose to gather before our english sketch and she say 'the class is starting right now.rehersel before the competition begin.'. Took me only 5 minutes to dressed up and grabbed B1005 friendship charm and kruk it broke into two. The charm was twisted so i fixed it in a rushing mode to make it in time for BEL ,because of that it broke. There goes my Robrita!

Should i blame the bed for making me feel sleepy just by staring at it and make me doozed of for 2hours or my silly hands?hrmmm.........

Not A Normal Street

2009-08-02T10:54:00.000-07:00

'malam ni tido awal la korang.esok nak pegi shoot gamba'

That phrase refers to a day before. Woke up this morning with bad luck on our side then the plan is changed. Not completely ;-)

The hustle and bustle of it's night life captures this inner curious side to see the surrounding itself. A friend once told 'it has some similarity to petaling street' so this lead us to our first trip to this street, when first semester began. Welcome to Jonker Street. Situated in Melaka town, surrounded by the historical building where all the modern lifestyle would fade away once you step in this street. So many souveniers stalls, unique yet can be acceptable stuffs are sold there. Eyes are blinded with all the choises and prices that could be bargain and friendly shopkeepers(not all) to entertain you. Only opens in weekends. Not a one stop center for muslims, because the food that are sold there are non halal. Correct me if i'm wrong though. There are lots of handmade items in Jonker Walk where you can't resist buying them. Experience it for yourself!

Because of limited time before college curfew, first trip there is only for a short while. Jonker Walk first ever item that are purchased it this handmade doll that can be wore as a necklace. Has it's own sweet memories by wearing it for BBB. The smell? The people? The stalls? The stuffs? Historical and unique places has it's own attraction where it lead this two feet of mine to go there more than once. Only by strolling down the street, enjoying the surrounding seing people bargain for the items that are purchased and eyeing handmade unique stuffs satisfy this curiosity of mine.

Today Jonker Street has attract us once again. Another friendship charm are purchased there..

LOL.That's funny!not..

2009-07-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

kalau kite ketawe dekat bende yang bagi diorang kelakar dan senyum sentiase tak semestinye kite tak terase kan?

when is all this going to be over?this is just too much.

To Baba From Ayong

2009-07-24T08:56:00.002-07:00

someone is getting old...

It's 25th of July
Your getting old each day past by,
Have a wonderful birthday and god bless you ba
Love you!;-D
(ok.tak rhymes pon this time)

'i think i should install skype at my pc . bole webcam nanti '

ku bersamamu....(digi version)

Diva Ana Tag Boink2

2009-07-20T11:35:00.000-07:00

Apologies to Kak Ana for this late reply. I just realised my name is in your tagged list :-P

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
seorang lelaki

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
'you are wonderful tonight' by eric clapton dalam drama dekat tv2

3. Mungkin saya patut :
minum sebab dah rasa haus

4. Saya suka :
kentut mungkin?

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
sangat best and satu kepale yang tak melekat together

6. Saya tak paham :
dengan perangai orang2

7. Saya kehilangan :
banyak pin2 tudung untuk pegi CTU & untuk baju kurung.haish

8. Ramai yang berkata :
last semester:nabilah,awak dah gemok.lagi2 dekat...
this semester:eh2 nabilah,awak dah kurus sikit la!
(saya angkat2 kening)

9. Makna nama saya :
cerdik!!

10. Cinta itu adalah :
sesuatu yang saya tak perlukan sekarang ni lagi

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
tido berdengkur2 memandangkan sekarang dah pukul 3am

12. Saya akan cuba :
tido awal esok

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
sesuatu yang tidak ada penghujung.............................kan?

14. Telefon bimbit saya :
dah lame tak dibelai sebab tu mesej2 & call korang tak berjawab.sorry..

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
teros pergi makan

16. Saya paling meluat apabila :
orang merajuk

17. Pesta/Parti adalah :
party la.....

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
Sharifah Siti Tweety.rindu awak!

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
16tahun ke bawah

20. Hari ini :
bangan pagi gile(wow!)breakfast kat luar & pergi ambik bibik baru malam tadi

21. Malam ini saya akan :
baring2

22. Esok pula saya akan :
tak pasti lagi

23. Saya betul-betul inginkan :
bag!baju!kasut!lens!body camera baru!lagi satu bag camera!ok.over pulak

24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
ish.bile hidung nak mancung ha?

25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
(kenyit2 mate)pusat membeli belah la dude

26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
barat(yang jason mraz masak)

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
gelap.memang suke bilik yg gelap.tak percaye tanye roomates.

28. Makanan segera adalah :
uuu.sedap slpsss slpsss slpss

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
goodnight

30. Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?
sape yang bace menggunekan mate

Hateness Towads Mr.Moodness

2009-07-20T05:09:00.001-07:00

Birds chirping during noon?

Every time i'm at home whether i slept early or not last night i will always end up waking up at noon. Likewise when i'm in Uni.. Forgive me for not bathing yet. The absense is due to the going through 'no mood' period of time. If only i have the ability of controlling my mood. Why do this life have to depend on mood? Every single step that is taken rely on current mood.

'Oh,hello Mr.MOOD. How are you today? Are you up for a conversation? Are ok with today's plan? Do you want to do anything besides what i have plan for today? What are you thinking of?'

Wouldn't it be great if the ability of changing and asking or even talking to our mood is with us? Life would be easier. Or at least my life would be easier .And again this phrase i always get through rarely experience by anyone out there. Would say baba know's her daughter very well because he know's that she depends on mood to produce a good picture. The movement of jaws that is to talk and intepret topics to talk about, AGAIN depends on mood. That explains why sometime this girl could kept her mouth shut for the whole period of conversion she's having with entirely anyone. Even with her close ones ,her family and friends. Not a self judgemental person she is but one thing she could judge about herself is that she is not the quite type. But she'll be one if the mood to talk is not with her . Muscle always has it's limit to move and that is also because of mood. Plugging ears with headphones listening to mellow music or get comfy with a good book for entire day is enough to satisfy this mood of hers and this is called 'i'm not in a mood,please don't bother me' type of mood. This semester will not end up as last semester as mood takes over and ruins it all. All mischievous with smile nicely put on this 18years old face is what everyday should be. Good mood should turn up everyday and let no bad mood interfere these life of hers. But then again,it has it's ups and downs. Holding back is like forcing it,and it makes it worst. Also a thinker,but fail to lead to success. Sometimes does though. Not to brag,forgive me .I like to sink deep in thoughts. Another post will tell you why.

People that knows me well know's the real me ;-D

As for now. This picture will judge what mood i'm in..

One Last Chance

2009-07-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

Reflect current situation. Let the lyric of this song by James Morrison speak for me..

In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together

The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head

I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good

Down For No Reason

2009-07-17T21:36:00.000-07:00

Where have all the enthusiasm gone?

'Sorry for the absence. I'll try to make an entry. Soon!'

So You Think You Can Go Green?

2009-07-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

In conjunction of not supporting the usage of plastic bags , i decided that i must/have to influnce all my loyal user of plastic bag friends to reduce their usage of plastic bag . I even offer my self to bring their packed foods from the dining to make them stop using plastic bag !

And i'm really glad that Tesco introduce their Go Green Bag to their customers . Finally the amount of plastic bag usage can be ruduce at Tesco . I kept eyeing Tesco staff each time they pack my purchased items . Sometimes they'll put 1 single purchased item in 1 plastic bag . Why not put together with the others ? How cruel is that ? By buying this green bag , i can reuse it each time i go to Tesco and other groceries stores and walk out with a smile because i have make a diffrence by choosing reusable bag than using plastic bag .

There are two choises of bags , The Natural Green Bag and The Big Green Bag . I choose the Natural Green Bag because it looks more enviromental friendly . The price of this bag is very reasonable . It will only cost you RM6.99 for a bag that can reuse more than once . Plus, the size of the bag can fill up all my purchased item in it without even needing extra plastic bag . To save our earth ,buy this bag because it can make a big diffrence by not supporting the usage of plastic bag .

p/s: get a Tesco member card for free! And earn Green Clubcard Rewards each time you bring your Tesco green bag .

A Whole Lot Of Improvement?

2009-07-11T00:43:00.000-07:00

And so these two feet of mine take each step with a whole new determination for these new semester..
Dust take the role as the tenants to fill our absense . Entering the room may seem the same as we left it . But with a closer look at it , you'll find that a cleaning spree is needed .

Seeing back my fellow b1005 makes me soothe a little bit . Having the chance to chat like before makes me jump with excitement . Can't wait for what's install for us in this new semester . An adventure is in planning . Where to guys?

My class schedule is packed . it turns me down by having this thought before knowing this , that this semester is not as packed as before . First week for this new semester wasn't that bad . Each class lasted for only an hour , half an hour at least . Assignments are already been handed out for some subject . And our black and white assignment for finals , is due next week! An addition to that , the research for my concept is not complete yet . So much to do , so little time.

Oh hey! hey! D'Subha is no longer tied up as the caterer for our dining . A new catering company had been assign as our dining caterer . Still can't remember what their name is . The food is much better than before . And there are small stalls opened in the dining as well . There's choises for us , not like before where you have to face eating fish, fish and more fish and curry for whole semester . We'll miss you Abang Bob!

Security for this semester is not tight as last semesters? While waiting for Hup Seng bus to Alor Gajah(our favourite ride) i saw not one but two Semester 1 students pass the security and headed to the bustop with SHORT SLEEVE! And i heard one of them says 'die tegor and die lepas je'. Let me recall back . During my time being a Semester 1 student , even wearing a faded jeans the security will hand out a small note that lead me to 'kursus tatatertib' . And wearing short sleeve passing through the security to go out of campus you'll be ask to change. I am confused . Is the security level had change by allowing students to go out wearing short sleeve or is this just priority to Semester 1 students because they are new here and not familiar with the rules yet? Doesn't the book that UITM posted before you register tells everything about the rules or they are just to ignorant to read it . But still , this is not fair compared to us back then where we have to go and change to pass the security .

My laundry of 1week are waiting for me~

Tornado Rush

2009-06-30T08:27:00.001-07:00

Holiday been treating me well.. ;-D

Goodmorning..There's a reason why i greet fellow readers with goodmorning . It's once in a blue moon i'll wake up this early on holidays . So i am proud to be able to say goodmorning today . Make myself hot coco and continue reading my personal favourite blog .

Every second and every minute pass so quickly . It passes through like a dash of wind came suddenly and in just a second it's gone . It's my last day in Langkawi today . The beach and it's surrounding have brought peace to me for this past month here . And only 2 days from now , i'll be saying hello to Lendu . Opening of this new semester marked me as a semester three student . Still a long way to go . I have double expectation for this upcoming new semester . First,i hate to face the place that had made a few stress line on my forehead visible . Second , can't wait to start a whole new semester and learn new things . I'll put aside the first one though , as it will ruin the whole joyful mood to start fresh this new semester.

And again the morning breeze makes me shiver,so i pulled my comfy comforter and wrap myself with pyjamas still on to warm me up . I looked back on what i did this holiday . Whatever it is,it makes me happy with most of my time i spend with family and friends . A meaningful holiday is to spend it with your love ones . That makes a holiday a great holiday . The unexpected plans beats the plans that had been lay out before(like always). My camera and laptop had been my dear companion for the holiday . Not my cellphone . So that explains the unreplied messages and unattended calls.

Dear Lendu.
Be good to me like my holiday treated me,
But don't forget to add spices along to it.

Hey Little Fella...

2009-06-29T09:25:00.000-07:00

When i was about to open the door to the balcony , a mirror beside the door has company for tonight .

This is the closest i can get to it . I hate bugs!LOL!

Four Seasons , Walk For Life 2009

2009-06-21T03:24:00.000-07:00

Wake up dear muscles and tissues . Today,extra work for ya!

Every year , Walk for life that is organized by Four Seasons Resort are held to raise fund for charity . Not only hotel members/staffs , this event are also open for public to join in . Buy the Tshirt for only RM25 and you can join . The money you spend there are considered as donation to the selected charity . There are various food stalls opened . So no need to worry when your hungry or thirsty!

My dad decided that my family should join in for the walk this year . For real ! Unlike last year , where we opened up a photo booth , so didn't joined them for the walk . We did follow the walk but only halfway through it and we took the car and follow them around while taking pictures of them walking . For me the route of the walk was long . Even my mom surrender till the hillside of Langkawi Fair . Followed by me . I nearly fainted ! So i followed them around by car.. AGAIN..Next year i'll try walking pass the hill :-P

Curiosity Kills The Cat

2009-06-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

And so , the holiday continues..

A liveless jellyfish was spotted by the shore . It was BIG compared to ones i've seen before .

Bear in mind that jellyfish stings are painful and some can cause death ! The outer layer that is transparent apears as if it is jelly like soft but it wasn't ! It was hard . Not that rock hard though .

System Upgraded? Nahhhh......

2009-06-15T07:20:00.001-07:00

Just when i thought the sun starts to shine again , the black cloud reappeared ..

Luck is on my side . Is it ? I thought it was.
I just check my college application for next semester.
Just like last semester . My application failed.
I did apply manually and didn't get through the online application due to the so called jammed website . I don't know about other's , but my friends and i always have difficulty regarding the website . And we end up register for next semester with restless feeling and wondering if we still end up in our old room . Really2 refused to change to another room . But with this problem i'm facing right now . Who know's i'll end up where . Or should i say we ..

Taman Dimensi ? Any room for new tenants ?

3 back to back weddings !

2009-06-09T00:25:00.000-07:00

Love is in the air !

For 3 days in a row there's wedding that appointed affendy.com team as their official wedding photographer . I've sprained my leg on the 1st one . sadly . It was not that serious and i recover by next day .

A sneak peak inside the 3 back to back weddings..

Congratulations!
Music = Brown Eyes by Beyonce

Shah Alam To Langkawi Shopping

2009-06-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

A called from Nek Cik saying that she and Nek Teh are coming . Immidietly Mama gets up and start to tidy the house . There's are lot to be done considering that Taman Dayang house is in critical stage where all the used to be office/shop item was there . And yes , this is all temporary till Nabil finish secondary school and we move back to our house .

Kak Zetty wedding was held on Perlis where the groom side is . Perlis is near to Langkawi Nek Cik and Nek Teh decide to come to Langkawi . Main intention , shopping ! Since Langkawi are duty free so the kitchen utensils (dishware) that are sold here are cheap !

Omong Sama Tangan!

2009-06-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine suggest that this movie should be watch . And that suggestion of hers were made 1 month ago . As i was scrolling down website that i've bookmarked , then only i saw this 1 youtube bookmarked item . There it was radit and jani . I can't sleep that night so i gave the movie a shot.

I judge this movie to early by saying that it is a low class movie . But after finish watching the 1st part , the movie wasn't so bad at all . In fact i stayed up till 5am just to finish watching it . The duration of this movie wasn't that long though . It wasn't that cheesy romantic kind of love story . But does has lot's of scenes that involve fighting and crying(of course la kn)

The story has it's own twist . A married couple that lifes involve alcohol and drugs . They still love one another and tried to stick together eventhough they live in poverty . Eventhough the husband looks brutal with tattoo and piercing . He has his soft side where he are willing to sacrifice anything for his beloved wife . EVERYTHING . And yes . I'm giving this movie two thumbs up . In fact , i'm giving 10 thumbs up for this movie !

You can checkout 'radit and jani' at youtube ! Thanks Bunn ! ^_^

June Babies

2009-06-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO KAKA,AYU AND BELLA..

Dear friends of mine are turning 19 in june . All them are my roomates and it's so happen that all them are june babies except me . Love you guys!!

P/S: I just grab the last two pictures of Ayu and Bella.Sorry guys!

Reminiscing Paris

2009-05-31T08:53:00.000-07:00

A short trip.
Great impact.
Much fun.
No regret.

The road reminds the trip with nothing to be worry.
No problems and burden to carry.
Yet.I am to young to understand the story.
And yes,with much apologies.
Comes the pleading sorry.

The dogs and the streets reminds me of the past trip..

Jennifer Lopez & Mark A Weds in Langkawi

2009-05-29T00:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the big day for Jennifer Lopez and Mark A . They choose Langkawi as their wedding reception and was held in Westin , Langkawi . affendy.com team was appointed as their official wedding photographer . Maybe you are wondering are JLo and Mark A renewing their vows ? Were the guest are among the famous actor/actress and singer from Hollywood ? Did they brought their twins along to Langkawi ? Are paparazi spotted following them to capture and dig out juicy gossip regarding this ceremony ?

Unfortunately this lovely couple , JLo and Mark A is not JLo and Mark A from Hollywood . But they are JLo and Mark A from London . This is JLo and Mark A with accent we're talking about . And Mark A stands for Mark Andrew not Mark Anthony . They have the same name as the Hollywood stars that are very big in Hollywood ! When my dad told me he was on his way to meet this couple that are going to have their wedding in Westin and he told me their name . I paused for a while . Is it really JLo and Mark Anthony ? To add to this confusion , my dad can't remember JLo and Mark Anthony looks . My dad told me the chances are high that this couple might be 'the' JLo and Mark A . When he came back from meeting the couple , that was when the truth are unfolded . I told a friend of mine . She is about to trip into my trap . But to cover from letting me know that she actually believes in me (i know you do Ayu) she said :

'ntah ntah JLO MARK A tu = junaidah lopez dgn markonah ali'

Overall , the wedding went well and the bride and groom live happily ever after..^_^

For more photos and details . Visit www.affendy.com

A Much Clear Path Is Being Lead

2009-05-25T05:07:00.000-07:00

There's hope to live life through . Even when the hope is not as thick as it may appear . But yeah . I manage to soothe my heart whenever i hear this song . It gives inspiration and make me move on and give me strengh and open up a clear path ahead ..

No Boundaries - Kris Allen

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries

Wizard Photo Studio

2009-05-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

Kak Ana had her saturday n sunday off . So she was here in Langkawi . Me and Kak Ana haven't met for quite some time . So it was my 'lepas rindu' hang out session with Kak Ana yesterday . Still the same old Kak Ana . We did our usuall routine went around the places we usually go . I was looking forward to buy a pair of flip flops as my old one was stolen back in Lendu . The funny thing is my old flip flop was really2 old and tersangatlah uzur . But people still have the urge to steel it . Which i can't undestand and still trying to figure out why she stole it . And still can't manage to find a decent pair of flip flops .

An old friend of mine came by and there's one thing i regret when she was here till now , is that i didn't bring along my camera when we go out . So not much nice and decent picture of us was taken when she was here . Oh well . Some things never change . My forgetfull side . But no worries . Thinking of going to her next month and 'little adventure trip' is still in planning :-)

Up To...

2009-05-20T21:43:00.000-07:00

1) Waiting for En.Nazri approval for my BNW assignment.

2) Help Baba around
3) Meet up with Kak Ana(yeay!)
4) Be Nabil's tutor
5) Waiting for Baba's new 'gadget'
6) Looking forward to Mama and Baba's family treat.

7) Update my facebook
8) Update my fotopages

9) In need of lip balm
10) Finish reading part of my new and untouched collections of books.

11) Decrease my weight = exercise
12) In recovering process

13) Meet up with fellow high school friends
14) Pay Michelle a visit

Random -Part 2-

2009-05-16T22:46:00.000-07:00

It's 2pm and i still haven't showered yet . I'm finishing some of my work that i've put on hold for 2 month already . Or maybe longer than that . I miscount . I'm still trying to figure out the concept for my black and white assignment . Whereas my other coursemate already know what concept they are doing .

Here's Tweety sleeping on top of my pilled up bedsheet~

A Belated Mother's Day

2009-05-16T04:59:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for raising my voice to you.
I'm sorry for making you mad.
I'm sorry for not doing the house chores.
I'm sorry for all the lies i told you.
I'm sorry for always wanting to do things my way.
I'm sorry for being a forgetful daughter.

There's too much i'm sorry for you Mama.
That i could not list down.
But most of all.
I'm sorry that i can't be there to wish you Happy Mothers Day..

I LOVE YOU!

Chapter 2,ends..

2009-05-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

The clock is ticking,
Semester 2 is ending..
And i haven't start packing,
The long awaited break is finally coming,
Everyone..Prepare for my homecoming!

Who knows i can make words rhymes..;-)
Looking forward to finish 2 more papers . Then i'm off ! I'm in need of rest and long holiday . I've listed down things to do during the holidays . But as usual i'll end up lazing around . Goodbye stressful semester ..

You Press The Button,We Do The Rest

2009-05-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

Joseph Nicephore Niepce,William Wollaston,George Eastmen..
Thanks to the fellow inventors we are now able to capture memorable moments
like....

we just can't get enough of the camera!

Stop Right Now!

2009-05-02T14:57:00.000-07:00

There's a side of me that no one knows . And that hidden side wants perfection . And by
failing,that side won't just rest in peace . I hate to admit my weakness.

It's my final week . And i still have 4 papers left . I'll be having my 3rd paper out of 6 paper this afternoon . I think my brain has reached it's limit where nothing can be done at this time to revise for my upcoming paper . Great ! I am saying this in a very annoyed tone . I've been aiming high . I want perfection in my grades . I'm sure going to need all the luck that i've got to sit for this paper.

An emotional week indeed .